It's Sunday. The day I normally indulge my taste buds with a delicious dinner. But today, I feel like crap. I don't feel like cooking and my creativity is shot to hell because I've been reading all day day. I know what I should do for the week is cook up a bunch of meals and store them so they're handy and pre-made for when I get home from class tomorrow I don't have to do anything but heat up my dinner. But I don't feel like it.
I've heard that the first 3 or 4 days of changing your diet typically sucks. This is true. Back in November 2010 I went full out 100% paleo. Or at least tried. It didn't last long until I caved and probably, I don't actually remember but I think I blogged about it, ate an entire loaf of bread with a tub of butter and a pint of ice cream. Going full paleo sucks. I commend those of you who are full paleo but it's not for me.
I'm not saying it's not possible for me to be full paleo, but honestly I really don't want to. I enjoy pizza, bread, butter, bake potatoes, and ice cream every now and then and I can't imagine living the rest of my life without any of the a fore mentioned. Sure veggies are pretty to look at, all the pretty colors, shapes, sizes, textures. Yep. Veggies are great. But my favorite color is brown.
Veggies aren't brown. Bread is brown. Bread is good.
So I'm going to eat bread.
I really don't feel like going over what I ate today because it's really not even good enough to be worth mentioning. But I ate at home all 3 meals, so no worries.
I'm getting a little irritated with this challenge because I know it's not impossible for me to stop eating fast food or at restaurants as much as I was before I started this challenge but some days, like today, I really don't feel like eating anything here because it all tastes the same. I get the same chicken breast, same pork tenderloin, same beef every time I go to the grocery store so the essential product is always the same. I try to be creative with things like mixing veggies and mac n cheese with some chicken in a big bowl, I've made countless number of pasta dishes every which way. I've searched recipes for new ideas but they're all basically the same or require me to purchase odd products that I won't use but to make that single dish which I probably won't make all too often because I hate using recipes. Must be an authority issue I haven't worked out yet.
When I tell myself I'm only on day 5 it seems like I have a lifetime ahead of me until this challenge is over and I can go get a fat steak and sweet potato from ____*insert restaurant name here*____! But then I tell myself I only have 16 days left and all of a sudden it doesn't seem so bad. The magical powers of optimism I suppose.
Furthermore, you know that feeling after you eat a bunch of sugar your whole life and then you decide to just not eat a whole bunch of sugar anymore, that feeling like 2 or 3 days in... where you've surpassed the sugar cravings and now have switched into the GIVE ME EFFING SUGAR OR I WILL KILL YOU mode. Yeahhh... that's kinda how I feel right now. I think I have trouble denying myself things. I run with the attitude of "I have control over my life, I can change things any time I want. I just don't want to right now". Clearly, that's my problem. Geeze, I sound like an alcoholic or any other addict.
:/ that's not comforting.
And it's certainly not encouraging. But I'm strong willed and I'm determined. Plus I'm always right, or at least have to prove myself right to myself and everyone else around me, even if I'm CLEARLY not right I still throw out a good argument in order to appear right. (I'm a living, breathing, argumentative, self-indulging Sophist. ugh. I hate that.)
But because I have complete control over this situation of whether to purchase food or not, I have to prove myself right. Why start this if I didn't think I couldn't finish it? actually, that was kind of the point. I honestly didn't think I could finish this challenge and quite frankly I don't think I will. But I will be honest if I am unable to finish it so I won't just be internally ashamed I will let all of you reading this and rooting for to bend your head down and shake it in shame with me.
But I will keep my spirits as high as possible, keep my head up and my lunch box full tomorrow so I can accomplish one more day of this no purchasing edible products 21-day challenge.
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Day 4 : Food Addict?
I've decided that for the next 17 days I can not consume any alcohol outside of my apartment. Well, which really isn't a big deal considering the fact I NEVER go out anywhere that serves alcohol except restaurants and it's not like I'll be going to one of those anytime soon. I did well last night for going out to Fort Worth with a few friends, actually sitting on the patio of a restaurant having a few drinks listening to some good music. Because I ate two chicken wraps right before we left my apartment I didn't even think about eating anything the whole 2 hours we spent at the restaurant. It wasn't until we got in the car to head home. It hit me like a giant speeding train derailing off it's tracks. My stomach was sending these horrible signals to my brain. Screaming "FEED ME! FEED ME! NEED GREASY FOOD NOW! FEEEEED MEE!!" Luckily it's only a 16 mile drive home. Otherwise, I honestly can not say that I would have made it without stopping.
Strangely, this morning I woke up starving! Ew. I'm never hungry first thing in the morning. I normally can't or at least, don't eat for at least an hour after I get up. But due to my insane hunger pangs I had scrambled eggs and bacon shortly after waking up. Sufficient. Probably not as tasty as a fat stack of smothered and covered syrupy pancakes but when it comes to eggs and bacon, I'm always game.
While procrastinating from reading I went to Target. There's a Subway next door. :/
Luckily, again, this Target is not even 3 minutes from my apartment so waiting until I got home to eat lunch wasn't all that bad. Although Subway would have been much more appetizing, convenient and accessible I came home and made the exact same turkey sandwich, toasted and all, that I would have gotten at Subway. It wasn't as good as the turkey sandwich I get from Subway because I don't have all the fixin's but I have buffalo sauce so that's good enough for me.
I knew I would be spending the rest of the day at home, so I wasn't and still am not concerned about purchasing any food today. Although, watching the baseball game really makes me crave some pizza. :/ Some ooey gooey warm slices of pepperoni pizza. MMMM!!!
Damn.
I just had some chicken noodle soup but now I'm thinking about pizza. Now I'm not satisfied, but I'm full. :/ I have a bad habit of getting a certain food in my mind that I want, I want it. Now. and I won't be satisfied until I get it. I tend to have these feelings with food I don't normally eat, or don't eat often like Big Mac's. I only get cravings for Big Mac's about two or three times a year, but when I get a craving, uh! The last serious craving I had for a Big Mac was quite some time ago, almost a year I'd say but nonetheless, it lasted for about two consecutive weeks. Finally I had no choice but to get a Big Mac. *shamefully*
I suppose this is another example of how I've let food control my life.
Anyone have any suggestions on how to stop these insane cravings?!
Day 4, complete. This challenge, I feel, is getting a little easier but I'm starting to learn some things about myself. About my food addiction, is it a food addiction?
Friday, October 14, 2011
Day 3: Shitty Sugar Situation
I realized this morning that I didn't pack enough food to tide me over through breakfast, lunch and a snack before Crossfit. Fear and worry came over me. I was afraid I would cave during my "2:30 feeling" and hit up the vending machine.
So instead I decided to rationalize my food. For breakfast, instead of having an entire bagel I halfed it.
Half of the bagel at 8:45am
the other half at 11:00am
Surprisingly I wasn't starving come 12:30 like I normally am when I eat breakfast at 9am and not have any other snack afterward.
I waited until 1pm, still wasn't very hungry but my boss frowns upon employees taking lunch after 1pm. I don't know why though... So I took 15 minutes for lunch. Ate my 3oz of flank steak and a cup of mandarin oranges. Normally 3oz wouldn't be enough, I honestly don't know what I was thinking last night when I packed my lunch. Oh, yeah. I think I was drinking tequila and orange juice at the time. :/
So now all I have left is a banana. Normally I would have eaten the banana for breakfast too. But that's rationalization.
OH NO!! Office email alert: BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH COOKIES AND ICE CREAM AT 2:30.
Well F@$% Me!
So, question Does it count if someone else buys me food? I'm not talking about going out to dinner with mom for no reason other than to see each other. No, mom I'm not saying you're not important because you are. The most important person in my life, but does us going to dinner qualify as me breaking the challenge. I think so.
However, I have to play an exception rule. You see, my aunts birthday is next weekend and I don't think the food my family will be eating will be prepared at my grandparents house. I don't think we are going to a restaurant, however most of the time my grandparents parties are catered. So due to this cause I cannot avoid. I will do my best to eat enough prior to to not eat with them, if the food is not a sit down dinner. If it is, I will have to eat and will just tack on an extra day to this challenge.
So back to the sugar haven, I mean crisis at the office.
What do I do? Can I eat some ice cream and/ or cookies? I didn't buy them. The cookies were homemade.. :/ ahhh!!
So the office party came and went. and Sadly. I caved. I had 1 small scoop of vanilla ice cream and 1 cookie.
So, I'm wondering if my challenge is over? am I making excuses? I was just about to delete this whole portion- about the cookies and ice cream- because if I don't post it no one will know. It'll be my little secret.
But something stopped me. I'm only lying to myself by deleting it and doesn't that prove my point for why I am doing this challenge? To not let food have control over me? Obviously it's still something I need to work on otherwise I'd would have been able to visit with my coworkers without sans ice cream and cookies.
Even if those of you think my 21 day challenge is over, I'm still going to continue with it for the next 18 days. I think tripping up at the office birthday fest just reassures me why I need to do this. Needless to say, I feel guilty. I feel like shit. I feel determined even more now.
Dinner:
Already planned ahead. Baked chicken breast, lettuce, and cheese wrapped in tortilla for an easy on the go meal as I head to Fort Worth for the evening.
I probably will have a few drinks, and that's one of my weaknesses. Eating shit food when I drink. I know you probably know it all too well too. So I have 2 choices:
1. don't drink
2. carry a snack in my purse just in case
Wish me luck for a good completion to day 3.
As my lovely boyfriend Aristotle said, "We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit." <3
So instead I decided to rationalize my food. For breakfast, instead of having an entire bagel I halfed it.
Half of the bagel at 8:45am
the other half at 11:00am
Surprisingly I wasn't starving come 12:30 like I normally am when I eat breakfast at 9am and not have any other snack afterward.
I waited until 1pm, still wasn't very hungry but my boss frowns upon employees taking lunch after 1pm. I don't know why though... So I took 15 minutes for lunch. Ate my 3oz of flank steak and a cup of mandarin oranges. Normally 3oz wouldn't be enough, I honestly don't know what I was thinking last night when I packed my lunch. Oh, yeah. I think I was drinking tequila and orange juice at the time. :/
So now all I have left is a banana. Normally I would have eaten the banana for breakfast too. But that's rationalization.
OH NO!! Office email alert: BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH COOKIES AND ICE CREAM AT 2:30.
Well F@$% Me!
So, question Does it count if someone else buys me food? I'm not talking about going out to dinner with mom for no reason other than to see each other. No, mom I'm not saying you're not important because you are. The most important person in my life, but does us going to dinner qualify as me breaking the challenge. I think so.
However, I have to play an exception rule. You see, my aunts birthday is next weekend and I don't think the food my family will be eating will be prepared at my grandparents house. I don't think we are going to a restaurant, however most of the time my grandparents parties are catered. So due to this cause I cannot avoid. I will do my best to eat enough prior to to not eat with them, if the food is not a sit down dinner. If it is, I will have to eat and will just tack on an extra day to this challenge.
So back to the sugar haven, I mean crisis at the office.
What do I do? Can I eat some ice cream and/ or cookies? I didn't buy them. The cookies were homemade.. :/ ahhh!!
So the office party came and went. and Sadly. I caved. I had 1 small scoop of vanilla ice cream and 1 cookie.
So, I'm wondering if my challenge is over? am I making excuses? I was just about to delete this whole portion- about the cookies and ice cream- because if I don't post it no one will know. It'll be my little secret.
But something stopped me. I'm only lying to myself by deleting it and doesn't that prove my point for why I am doing this challenge? To not let food have control over me? Obviously it's still something I need to work on otherwise I'd would have been able to visit with my coworkers without sans ice cream and cookies.
Even if those of you think my 21 day challenge is over, I'm still going to continue with it for the next 18 days. I think tripping up at the office birthday fest just reassures me why I need to do this. Needless to say, I feel guilty. I feel like shit. I feel determined even more now.
Dinner:
Already planned ahead. Baked chicken breast, lettuce, and cheese wrapped in tortilla for an easy on the go meal as I head to Fort Worth for the evening. I probably will have a few drinks, and that's one of my weaknesses. Eating shit food when I drink. I know you probably know it all too well too. So I have 2 choices:
1. don't drink
2. carry a snack in my purse just in case
Wish me luck for a good completion to day 3.
As my lovely boyfriend Aristotle said, "We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit." <3
Day 2
They always say the first few days of changing your habits are the hardest. I don't think I'm ready to testify that to be true or false just yet though. It's only day 2 but I can vouch for the difficulty level in changing your habits. Though I know this habit I'm trying to break isn't as tough as other habits many people conquer such as quitting smoking, quitting drinking, exercising more, eating healthier, etc. but this one for me, is pretty tough.
I don't work on Tuesdays or Thursdays each week, allowing extra time for my studies so I spend most of my time at home except for the hour I spend at the gym. I didn't feel like going to the grocery store last night after class so I decided to go today after the gym. I've heard you're never supposed to go to the grocery store hungry because it causes impulse buys, and now after a $198 grocery bill I'll vouch for that.
Breakfast was fairly easy because I was home and had no desire to leave until I headed for the gym. Rarely do I go out to eat for breakfast anyway since I know it's the most important meal of the day and quite frankly my scrambled eggs are much more healthful and tastier than Ihop's. The only time I do go out for breakfast is on weekend mornings, which still isn't often because that requires me to get out of my sweat pants and brush my hair earlier than I want to. So for breakfast I had a bowl of cheerios with Almond milk MMM!!!
Gym time-- my stomach didn't enjoy those cheerios and milk during the workout. But they stayed down, if that's what you're wondering. I just don't do well with milk or milk imitating products like Almond milk, it tastes funny more of the time and during exercise it makes my stomach a little upset.
After the gym I went to the grocery store. Like I said I spent $198. ugh. There goes my entire savings from last weeks pay check :/ but totally worth it. Stocked up on frozen meat, veggies, bread and a lot of canned soups, chili, corn, beans, etc. Bought extra eggs, cheese, lunch meats and bread than I normally would because I want to make sure I have enough food to last me for the next 20 days so I'm not tempted to go out to eat as the challenge comes closer to the end and my food supply becomes barren.
We have a McDonalds in my Walmart. As much as I dislike the idea of eating the pink goopy chicken nuggets. I was STARVING. and when that time hits, my body goes into defensive starvation mode. Like an army full hungry little cells attacking my body and my brain saying "FEED MEEE!!!!" That's normally when I turn to fast food. And walking by the Mcgoopy nugget smell my hungry army of cells went into overdrive. So hungry in fact I contemplated doing something I find absolutely disgusting. Eating the food I'm about to buy while I continue shopping. I hate when people do that. I think it's rude, and disgusting and it makes you look like a fatty. You seriously can't wait until you get home to eat that? Ew. My pride kept me in check while I finished shopping. Of course getting home was a totally different picture.
I've never unpacked groceries that fast in my life.
Luckily I baked flank steak last night that was supposed to go with my noodle, egg, pea/carrot mix but I saved it instead for today. Ate the rest of my noodle mix from last night and some flank steak. I was pretty proud of myself for abstaining from the Mcgoop at Walmart and abstaining from going out to lunch there after. I attribute my abstinence to my planning last night for cooking the flank steak.
Dinner was pretty easy now that I have a pantry and fridge full of food.
I actually watched part of the Rangers game last night, I know. Me, watching sports. Pretty unlike me, eh? Anyway, watching the baseball game made me crave nachos. You know the nachos that have exceptionally salty tortilla chips and heaps upon heaps of some yellow-orangish warm, tasty, rubber-like textured "cheese". So I made some at home nachos with a little tortilla chips and shredded cheese. Not as good as the disgusting, chock-full-o'-calories heaven they serve at games but still satisfying. :)
Dinner time came about and it was spaghetti and meatball night. Went down pretty smooth although still full from the nachos.
Today went pretty well, I wanted to caved a few times, but all in all I'm proud I've successfully made it through two whole days without purchasing food.
I think this weekend will be a bit more difficult. But I think my pride won't fail me. People say being prideful is a vice, but right now I think it's a virtue. For without pride I wouldn't be able to do much of what I've done. <- that's true for a lot of things in my life, i.e. Crossfit (my safe haven and life saver), grad school (my main motive for going was to called by people and be able to introduce myself as Dr. Self, how much more vain and shallow can you get?! I have ulterior motives for choosing to teach that I would still consider part prideful but mostly selfless).
Work tomorrow, packed a larger than normal breakfast and lunch just in case. I'd rather have too much food with me than not enough. It's times when we don't have enough of something that causes us to stray from our paths to find that thing we want.
Measurements:
Weight: 140
Waist: 28"
Hips: 37"
^^Those number are dedicated to my trainer Jamie. Because without her they would be between 2-4" higher.
I don't work on Tuesdays or Thursdays each week, allowing extra time for my studies so I spend most of my time at home except for the hour I spend at the gym. I didn't feel like going to the grocery store last night after class so I decided to go today after the gym. I've heard you're never supposed to go to the grocery store hungry because it causes impulse buys, and now after a $198 grocery bill I'll vouch for that.
Breakfast was fairly easy because I was home and had no desire to leave until I headed for the gym. Rarely do I go out to eat for breakfast anyway since I know it's the most important meal of the day and quite frankly my scrambled eggs are much more healthful and tastier than Ihop's. The only time I do go out for breakfast is on weekend mornings, which still isn't often because that requires me to get out of my sweat pants and brush my hair earlier than I want to. So for breakfast I had a bowl of cheerios with Almond milk MMM!!!
Gym time-- my stomach didn't enjoy those cheerios and milk during the workout. But they stayed down, if that's what you're wondering. I just don't do well with milk or milk imitating products like Almond milk, it tastes funny more of the time and during exercise it makes my stomach a little upset.
After the gym I went to the grocery store. Like I said I spent $198. ugh. There goes my entire savings from last weeks pay check :/ but totally worth it. Stocked up on frozen meat, veggies, bread and a lot of canned soups, chili, corn, beans, etc. Bought extra eggs, cheese, lunch meats and bread than I normally would because I want to make sure I have enough food to last me for the next 20 days so I'm not tempted to go out to eat as the challenge comes closer to the end and my food supply becomes barren.
We have a McDonalds in my Walmart. As much as I dislike the idea of eating the pink goopy chicken nuggets. I was STARVING. and when that time hits, my body goes into defensive starvation mode. Like an army full hungry little cells attacking my body and my brain saying "FEED MEEE!!!!" That's normally when I turn to fast food. And walking by the Mcgoopy nugget smell my hungry army of cells went into overdrive. So hungry in fact I contemplated doing something I find absolutely disgusting. Eating the food I'm about to buy while I continue shopping. I hate when people do that. I think it's rude, and disgusting and it makes you look like a fatty. You seriously can't wait until you get home to eat that? Ew. My pride kept me in check while I finished shopping. Of course getting home was a totally different picture.
I've never unpacked groceries that fast in my life.
Luckily I baked flank steak last night that was supposed to go with my noodle, egg, pea/carrot mix but I saved it instead for today. Ate the rest of my noodle mix from last night and some flank steak. I was pretty proud of myself for abstaining from the Mcgoop at Walmart and abstaining from going out to lunch there after. I attribute my abstinence to my planning last night for cooking the flank steak.
Dinner was pretty easy now that I have a pantry and fridge full of food.
I actually watched part of the Rangers game last night, I know. Me, watching sports. Pretty unlike me, eh? Anyway, watching the baseball game made me crave nachos. You know the nachos that have exceptionally salty tortilla chips and heaps upon heaps of some yellow-orangish warm, tasty, rubber-like textured "cheese". So I made some at home nachos with a little tortilla chips and shredded cheese. Not as good as the disgusting, chock-full-o'-calories heaven they serve at games but still satisfying. :)
Dinner time came about and it was spaghetti and meatball night. Went down pretty smooth although still full from the nachos.
Today went pretty well, I wanted to caved a few times, but all in all I'm proud I've successfully made it through two whole days without purchasing food.
I think this weekend will be a bit more difficult. But I think my pride won't fail me. People say being prideful is a vice, but right now I think it's a virtue. For without pride I wouldn't be able to do much of what I've done. <- that's true for a lot of things in my life, i.e. Crossfit (my safe haven and life saver), grad school (my main motive for going was to called by people and be able to introduce myself as Dr. Self, how much more vain and shallow can you get?! I have ulterior motives for choosing to teach that I would still consider part prideful but mostly selfless).
Work tomorrow, packed a larger than normal breakfast and lunch just in case. I'd rather have too much food with me than not enough. It's times when we don't have enough of something that causes us to stray from our paths to find that thing we want.
Measurements:
Weight: 140
Waist: 28"
Hips: 37"
^^Those number are dedicated to my trainer Jamie. Because without her they would be between 2-4" higher.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Day 1
All went well for the rest of the work day. Class was a bit of a drag because I hadn't eaten anything since, oh about 2:30.
I got out of class a little early tonight, and as always I'm pooped and starving.
All I wanted to do was pay someone to deliver food to my car and if possible feed it to me. Yep, that's how exhausted I am after a full day at work and school.
As tempted as I was to pull thru the Whataburger, McDonalds, Wendys, Taco Bell, Jack in the Box, and / or Burger King drive thru that I pass every night on my way home I kept my strength and made it home.
Not having had time to go to the grocery store yet I literally speed walked inside, dropped my bags on the ground and hurled myself towards the fridge.
Of course I have nothing to qualify as a 'real meal' but being who I am I at least have the creativity and pallet to whip together what edible things I do have. Add a little buffalo sauce and call it a 'meal'.
The above picture is what I had for dinner. I know it's not paleo with the noodles, but like I said in my previous post. I don't do 100% paleo and this is EXACTLY why.
Ingredient of tonight's meal:
1.5 cups of Rotini noodles
3 chopped hard boiled eggs
2 cups of frozen peas and carrots
For taste I added about 3/4tbs of buffalo sauce (again I know it's not paleo, but it's the only way I will be able to munch through the above mixed ingredients)
I also add some olive oil and vinegar salad dressing for some bitterness to ward off the overwhelming taste of the buffalo sauce.
And yes, both the buffalo sauce and oil and vinegar dressing are as close to paleo as possible.
So here it is, the end of day 1 and I didn't cave. So far, so good.
I'm still debating on whether to give my measurements or not. I'm not sure if in 21 days there will be significant physical changes, if any at all. It may just be changes on the inside. But I suppose I could do it anyway just to either prove or disqualify the idea of being able to change your physical body in just 21 days.
21 day challenge
Okay, so I know most of you probably don't really understand the concept of what the 21 day challenge is, so let me briefly explain it to you. It takes a person typically 21 days to make or break a habit. Any habit. Pick one. You either stop one or you start one, or I suppose you could alter one.
My 21 day challenge: Initially I was thinking of doing a 21 day sugar free challenge. Sounds easy enough and I really want to start today, like right now. And then I realized that the lunch I brought to work would kill my 21 day challenge right from the start. I made a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch, and no it's not natural peanut butter or jelly. It's the cheap Great Value kind from Walmart. So the 21 day sugar free challenge is out. I suppose I could start tomorrow, but I don't want to. Honestly, it's because I'll forget. Between work, school, studying and Crossfit my eating habits have been pretty much shit lately. I'm talking fast food, going out to eat for every meal, snacking at the un-health conscious vending machine at the office, etc. Needless to say I feel like shit through my workouts, I feel bad getting up in the morning, minute aches and pains are starting to come back and lastly, I really don't feel all too good on the inside, both physically and mentally. I'm foggy in both my head and my body. Before, I felt good inside and out when I was watching my food products, ensuring it was as primal as I could handle. (That means I ate grains, not always but sweet potatoes and as natural as possible tortillas, etc.) So this got me thinking about what I should do for my 21 day challenge:
21 days of no purchasing food.
I haven't made it to the grocery store in a few weeks, hence the tirade of fast food and vending machine monster. So tonight when I get home from school I will go to the grocery store. That will be the last time I purchase food for the next 21 days.
I'm seeing two advantages to this.
1. Most importantly, this will get me back to where I want, should and deserve to be in life, health and Crossfit.
2. It's like giving myself a little raise. :) I think I may even put $5-10 in my savings account every day that I would have spent on food. 5-10 is pretty small compared to what I'm actually spending, but I think it's a good number to work with.
I want to do this challenge because I need to know that food does not have control over my life unless I let it. When I'm tired and don't feel like cooking, it's easy to hit up the drive thru. I'd rather have someone else make my food when I'm exhausted and quite frankly I don't give a shit about the calories, sodium or by-products, i.e. pink goop that's in whatever the hell it was I was eating. I need to know that in order to succeed for my health I can not let my mental exhaustion run the control panel.
So, do you think I can do it? I think it's going to take a lot of dedication and probably some starvation on the days I get up at 5:30a for work and don't come home until after class at 9:30p and all I have to rely on is a 8" x 10" x 6" blue lunch box. :/ Think I may invest in a larger lunch box, maybe a cooler or a foam ice chest for the next 21 days... But at least I have a large supply of tupperware already at home. I can honestly say tupperware is one of Man's GREATEST creations.
Will take note of my weight, and measurements when I get home from class tonight and keep you update all along the way.
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